Damp yet gleamingย
from fresh ablution
pale hands
touch the smooth pages
of the last heavenly book
that is slightly thicker
from being openedย
many a time daily
after the riseย
of the aureate sun
but also during the calm night,
each page accustomedย
to being wet with
tears of hidden heartaches
These heartening verses
she does not understand
nor is she able toย
write or readย
in any other language
Yetย
Arabic is the only languageย
that feels like the
cozy cavern
she would sneak into
during her childhood
with her brother’sย
share of snacks;
her heart firmly believes
it will never desert her
Arabic is the only languageย
that she can
recite effortlesslyย
like enthralling art thatย
emanates from her lungs;
there’s a tacitย
yet solidย
bond with it
Arabic is the only language
that reinvigoratesย
her almost-emptyย
flask of hope
with anย
exquisite shaft of equanimity;
who can dareย
touch the soul of
such a person?
They tell her:
what is the point ofย
reciting Qur’an mindlessly?
you need to understand it too
She smilesย
because the abilityย
to rememberย
to understandย
has been taken away from her –
with Alzheimer’s as her companion,
she turned ninety last winter
She whispersย
to nobody in particular:
they’re rightย
but
ย ย there’s a pointย
ย ย there are gifts
ย ย this is the Qur’an we’re conversing about
The Holy Book in which
for reciting one letter
Allah Almighty drenches youย
with magnanimous rewards
She whispers
to nobody in particular:
they’re right
but
ย ย there’s a pointย
ย ย there are giftsย
ย ย this is the Qur’an we’re conversing about.
The Prophet Muhammad ๏ทบ said, โWhoever reads a letter from the Book of Allah will have a reward. And that reward will be multiplied by ten. I am not saying that ‘Alif, Laam, Meem’ is one letter, rather ‘Alif’ is a letter, ‘Laam’ is a letter and ‘Meem’ is a letter.โ (Al-Tirmidhi)

4 Comments
this was such a heart-warming read, loved it <3
“there’s a point,
there are gifts”
this one hit me hard — as my own mother has been dealing with this disease the last few years, one thing that I do to stay connected is to recite Quran for her, as she used to have a habit of reading every day and praying almost every night, and seeing her lose that habit over time is… difficult. we pray her habit garners her regular reward for what she would definitely be keeping up if not for this disease.
thank you for sharing this — i loved the style in short bursts as it feels reflective of the person you portray… a few words at a time, yet deeply profound thoughts — I feel sad thinking at how this happens not only with those suffering from this but as folks get older or lose ability to speak well, we discount the immense wisdom and truth they convey because the medium is broken down…
beautifully captured – thank you for this.
This was lovely.
Marvelous. These words are crafted so beautifully, an opportunity for the readers to reflect upon and strengthen the connection with the words of Almighty Allah. Thanks for the lovely reminder